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A Bad Night

It was one of those nights
when things didn’t feel right
and I wandered the streets
feeling generally bad
in search of a quiet place
to drink beer and listen to sad music
on the jukebox.

I found a place that looked
okay
and got a stool
and a beer
and things were alright
for a little while
until a fellow sat down next to me
and started to talk
he was middle aged and red faced
and looked as if he spent
most of his waking hours in bars
I ignored him as best I could
until it was finally impossible.

You work at that one place, right,
the music store?

Yes, I replied in a way
meant to suggest I had no desire
to discuss the matter any further.

I bet you listen to a lot of music, he said.

I guess so.

What kind of music you listen to?

I dunno. Lot’s of stuff.

You like punk rock, the Clash and shit?

Sure.

You like the Floyd? Led Zeppelin?

Floyd, yeah. Fuck Zeppelin.

You wear a lot of Black. You like Johnny Cash?

Sure.

What about Elvis?

Costello?

Naw, man, Presley. Elvis. The King.

I don’t care about Elvis, I said.

You look like somebody who likes Elvis.

Fuck Elvis.

You like to swing dance?

No, man. Look, no offence, but can we please stop talking now?

You can’t have a haircut like that and not like to swing dance.

LOOK MAN
COULD YOU PLEASE STOP TALKING TO ME?
I’M TRYING TO SIT HERE AND DRINK MY BEER.
I DON’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT MUSIC
OR ELVIS OR ANYTHING ELSE.
I JUST WANT TO BE QUIET AND DRINK MY BEER
AND YOU ARE PREVENTING ME FROM DOING THAT.

Ah, shit, it’s cool, man. I’m just making conversation, that’s all.

Please stop talking now.

The man gave me a funny look
as if he had never met anyone in a bar
who didn’t want to talk to him
then got up walked a few stools down
and started in with somebody else.

Things were okay again
I was able to finish my beer
and order another
before someone else sat down beside me.

He was a Mexican, maybe 25 or so
he seemed rather agitated
he held pieces of paper in his hands
and read them
over and over.

He started talking at me as well
his English wasn’t very good
and what he said made very little sense.
It seems he had been accused of some crime or another
and I wasn’t sure if it was rape, murder
or simply being a peeping Tom
but I’m pretty sure it was one of those three.
He was due in court the next morning.

They said I was there
but I was not,
he said.

That’s bad, I replied.

I was not there, he said.

It seemed important to him that I believed
in his innocence
and I told him I did
but when I looked in his eyes
I wasn’t so sure.

It’s the cops, he said,
they don’t like Mexicans
they want to get me.

That’s bad, I said.

This proves that I was not there,
he said, showing me the papers
in his hands.

That’s good, I said.

Look, look, he said.

I looked at the papers
and they looked like various receipts
from various places for various objects
he shows me where he signed them.

See, he said, see?

Okay, I said.

This will prove, right?
His voice had an edge of desperation
that made me nervous.

I guess, so, I said.
Look, I have to go to the bathroom.

He eyed me suspiciously.
But you will come back here,
right? You will come back and sit here?

Okay, I said.

I walked to the back of the bar
used the bathroom
then slipped out the back door.

I picked a direction and walked.

You know it’s a bad night
when you can’t even find a bar
to be lonely in.

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